mental turmoil

i think i think too much.

or maybe it's cos i have too many thoughts.

1ne: schuey's retiring! don't know who to support next. button.. oh button?
2wo: i wanna eat.travel.enjoy life.
3hree: to stick in a job that u thoroughly enjoy that:
a) overworks + underpays u?
b) gets u to stay back til ungodly hours a tad too frequently every week without
compensation?
c) has barely exposed u to what u expected it to?
d) has no ladders to climb?
e) has no future for u in the co?
f) kills your social life?

all that for what? job satisfaction? but then again, job satisfaction levels decrease when the
above notes factor in. it's a toss between: ur passion that exploits workers or something u
are even better at that appreciates employees better. love vs what i do best. i shall
definitely miss the design world if i do leave it.
4our: certain bridges need to be burnt for the good of both parties.
5ive: do i actually believe in love? it's always so perfect in the beginning. til you find out more n
more that it just aint right.
6ix: i have to get ready now for my lunch date in sg!:)

hahahahha bye