on an unnatural low

i've never been on such a low. nopers. nope. nope.
i'm sorry > to my date this wkn for being such bad company + for the last 2 dates with him too.

i wasn't grumpy,
i wasn't happy,
i wasn't my usual self.
i felt distant.
out of it.

i just felt that my heart isn't where it's supposed to be.. it's lost its course. + knowing how geographically-challenged i am, it doesn't come as a surprise for many... miko, no point getting me a compass... period!

radiate - i did

i want my sunshine back! .. i guess i'm no longer on a perpetual high...